tough period

ok so now i'm multi tasking every other nite.
i'm damn tired.
takes getting used to.
pple tink i can deal with it or dat i DONT NEED to b stressed
but hey come on, dis is uni life.
aint easy shit anymore
brain is maximised much more den b4..

i jus hope i dun suffer frm mental breakdown
i noe i'm not alone in dis.
tho lecturers did mention abt some students go into depression becos of stress
jus hope i wont b one of em'.

i've got so much work to do.
yet i hav time to blog.
dis is break time.
have to be able to detach a lil somehow.
i dun work so dis takes my mind of things for a while.
kinda letting my mind rest.
been mentally tired more den anything.
doesnt help i dun slp enuff..
abt 5-6hrs a day.
lectures drain u n so does grp discussions.

thankfully i do hav helpful and good project mates
so workload is shared

guess at dis pt in time my mental strength isnt at its best
hopefully i dun blow my top off at frens n all..
if ever i do i'm sorry
for the face or attitude
u noe i dun mean to but cant help it sometimes
jus hope u'll understand

i need to pull dis off somehow
i gotta cope someday
dis isnt the beginning cos the race has alr started.